PodCastle 811: Apolépisi: A De-Scaling
Show Notes
Rated PG-13
Apolépisi: A De-Scaling
By: Suzan Palumbo
I find Aleda’s scale, sticky with ichor, tucked between the tentacles of our pink anemone bed. I tweeze it out from the undulating appendages with my thumb and index finger and flounder against my escalating heart rate.
Aleda’s swishing back and forth, getting ready for work near the mouth of our cave. It’s time for her to catch the current to the school where she teaches merlets the whisper of the sea.
“I love those ‘mussel heads’,” she’ll say when she returns and rests her hands on my shoulder later tonight. I’ll swivel around and squeeze her so close a longing will bloom in my chest. Except this time, the need won’t fade with the dwindling evening. It will deepen like a cavern and devour me.
I should call out; show her the errant piece of her body that signals the end of our days together before she’s off to the currents.
Let’s have this last carefree day.
The thought crests and seals my mouth mollusc tight. When she’s gone, I pretend it’s the cold moment she’s left forever and let desolation creep over me like the shadow of a shark. (Continue Reading…)
