PodCastle 967: How to Come Back to Yourself
Show Notes
Rated PG
How to Come Back to Yourself
by Audrey Zhou
Lilin is the kind of small divinity that doesn’t invite notice.
She isn’t one of the gods that has to hide deep away from civilization, to avoid the notice of humans; Lilin’s only anchor to divinity is her shadow-self — her shadow in mostly the traditional sense, if shadows had their own minds — which she tries not to think about. Lilin keeps her home on the edge of the forest, down the path from a village she used to do business with.
Of course, it’s been a long time since she’s gone to the village. It’s been a long time since she’s been brave enough to do business.
It’s been so long that Lilin figures herself forgotten by anyone that would bother to look for her, so when the young man emerges from the forest, she forgets to pretend to be anyone other than herself.
“I hear you are a prophet,” he says.
He looks her age — he looks human, even: tanned skin, dark hair falling into his eyes, broad shoulders. But he’d managed to find her, and his eyes are golden like pale sun, and there is a sureness to his voice that makes Lilin suspect he’s tangled up with divinity, just like her.
“Of a sorts,” Lilin says, because prophecy is a loose word for what she divines through her shadow-self. “But it’s been years. I’m not — I don’t do that anymore, not really.”
“Are you sure,” he asks, “that you can’t be convinced?” (Continue Reading…)
