
PodCastle 788: An Anklet Broken
An Anklet Broken
by Chaitanya Murali
There is a man I am meant to love. He is the son of a sea-merchant, wealthy and well-connected. A friend of Karikalan, the Chola King.
And this man is my husband and a wastrel.
A sin it is for me to say these words, think these thoughts, but what else do you call a man who has pulled you from the sea and married you, only to then leave you for a courtesan?
Who bears a child on that courtesan, only to then leave her on the suspicion of her infidelity and come crawling back to you for forgiveness?
“Please, Kannagi. I was wrong to leave you — I know this now. The gods have punished me and left me destitute. I know now that I cannot live without you. Will you take me back?”
Left him destitute?
“Please. I cannot go back to my family penniless. I cannot bear that shame.”
What of my shame, Kovalan? Does that mean nothing to you?
But my mouth smiles, the expression warm and genuine, a beacon for this beleaguered cretin.
“Of course I will take you back; you are my husband, are you not?”
I reach down, unclasp the anklet around my right leg, and hold it out to him.